Today was one of those days… you know the kind. The day where even at 10:00 at night it feels like you are in the exact same place as you were at 6:00 in the morning. But am I really?

No. I am 16 hours less of life on this earth than I had at that time. And so is everyone else that I may be connected to. Can you hear the seconds ticking now? I sure can.

So here I am reflecting on the past several hours of my life. Did I make my Father proud? Did I praise His works today? Did I thank him for this beautiful life I have been blessed with? Did I even mention his name?

Now repenting. I know I have fallen short. Thank you God tomorrow is another day.

Despite no longer working in the “real world” as I am now a stay home Mom, I am still resistantly adjusting. Am I unhappy with my choice… can’t be that. Am I depressed… even if I was what good would it do?  So what is the problem?

I came to realize that I yearn for deadlines. I crave goals. In the absence of them a “Que Sera, Sera” attitude overtakes my actions and I find myself accepting less than what is acceptable.

Goal #1 Get in his word more than just on Sunday.

Goal #2 Create a schedule.

Goal #3  Keep to it (within reason)

Goal #4  Make good on good intentions.

What is one of your goals? What are you working toward in this season in your life?